the record of the excitement, craziness, ups and downs of my 3rd grade classroom.
Saturday, September 19, 2015
The Spirit of Teaching
“We have different gifts, according to the grace given to each of us. If your gift is prophesying, then prophesy in accordance with your faith; if it is serving, then serve; if it is teaching, then teach;” Romans 12:6-7
Let's teach then! Teaching is truly a gift. I say this not in a boastful way but all those in the field know, it takes a special gift to truly be invested and committed to not only the children's learning but to every child as an individual. Some days I think it takes a special kind of crazy ;)
As we close up the 4th week of school I reflect on what an amazing start we have had. I feel productive, successful, not stressed, enjoying the days and looking forward to the next. Not that these feelings haven't been there before but just the magnitude of them is definitely apparent.
I reflected back on past years "off days". While I am a very positive person I did hand over the control of my feelings to minimal things like; stress of trainings, others negativity, too much on my plate, guilt from not accomplishing as much as the teacher up the hall, gossip, others attitude. Pretty much a bunch of stuff my students had nothing to do with or even cared about! While I remained positive at school, the venting of it or negativity came out at home. My family was paying the price of these days. While I am thankful for a husband that always hears me out and gives me his opinion (not always what I want to hear) I am sure he enjoys hearing about my good days way more then negative stuff going on.
This year I am not sweating the little things. I am not permitting others or things to "steal my joy!" I am focused on my reason for being there and not taking my eye off the prize so to speak.
What brought on the change? This summer. This summer I had the privilege of teaching for joy. A great friend of mine and I started a summer bible group for our children and some close friends. We dived into His word and had a blast doing so. I am not completely sure if the kids took more away from it or if I did. I gained the true spirit of teaching.
While teaching is very giving, very time consuming, a huge investment it is also very-SELFISH. Selfish because as I prepared for each session; I got excited, I looked forward to it, I loved their faces as they took in His promises, I loved their reactions as we read stories, I felt dang GOOD before and after teaching them. I got the hugs, the love, the rewarding feeling. So yes, I in part felt selfish because I needed that time just as much, if not more, then them.
Why could this not translate to the classroom?
It can! His promises are still the same; our gift is still the same. A child is a child; summer or not. While God is not allowed in my classroom, I am! I am His walking working, I am His hands and feet with these children. Why not rejoice in this?! What an amazing gift and responsibility to be given.
At the end of the day things like STAAR that seem so huge will be taken care of. If that connection and joy is there for that child, he WILL RISE UP!
Who doesn't like working hard for a joyous, giving, caring person? I definitely wouldn't want to work with a grumpy one who seems stressed half the time and doesn't really see me as the individual that I am. Why should they. Why should my students get the best and my family the rest? Happy teacher translates to a happy mommy and wife. I mean who are we kidding, we aren't' given the luxury to leave work at work 100%; our thoughts and attitude come straight home with us.
I am so blessed to be in the school I am, so thankful for my principal who is there full heartedly and sees us and the children as more then just a number or statistic. I am so thankful for co-workers I can come up to when one of those "off days" is creeping up and say "TELL me, tell me to not let anything steal my joy!" I am so serious, I have gone up to friends at work and asked them for reassurance of my purpose, a reminder to not let others/things steal my joy. Guys it works. Sometimes we just have to hear it, be told it so.....
YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON WHO HAS BEEN GIVING AND OUTSTANDING GIFT!! BE PROUD OF IT; REJOICE IN IT! SHARE IT FULL HEARTEDLY.
DO NOT, DO NOT LET OTHERS STEAL YOUR JOY!
IT'S OK TO CLAP YOUR HANDS IF YOU KNOW IT AND WANT TO SHOW IT :)
“Start children off on the way they should go, and even when they are old they will not turn from it.” Proverbs 22:6